I have painted pictures based on the love and harmony, the harmony of love of Universe, with my own technique, capturing the cosmic vibration freely, as my heart ordered. Not for anybody else but for my own sake, I painted pictures. I expressed myself. I simply expressed it just because I wanted to.
Making money for my artistic activity, winning fame by works of art, and forming a group of my followers - I did not have the faintest interest in such things, and in fact had no aptitude for paying attention to such things in my character. Therefore, because I did not care a bit about making such profits, I could throw myself into the world of my art without all other thoughts, being true only to my mind. Without such a spirit, concentrating one's whole mind, I think I could not have been such a medium as to bring down the vibration of harmony through creating works, which can be described as an art led from the utmost selflessness and synchronization with the cosmic fundamental vibration by means of melting away an ego into the macrocosm until it vanishes.
Only for the sake of such wishes of mine, I drew and painted, and produced the works of art as self-expression, expressing myself. I did not want to do anything but that. Looking back on those days now, I think I concentrated all of my awakenings sensed and felt throughout my whole life and what I could have comprehended on the works exhibited at my last individual exhibition.
To be honest, I wanted to see that exhibition with my own eyes. That is true. I admit I felt a slight regret, like "Oh, no, I seem to have overworked my physical body." Sure enough, the preparation for the exhibition was a strain, which took a toll on my health. So, I do understand that you all want to hear various matters from this woman with excitement and curiosity, but I would like to leave you only with this message for now, "Overdoing may burst her cranial nerves just as I suffered. Unless you pay attention to her physical condition, she may repeat what happened to me at the end of my life."
"Seeing her condition, I can tell you her body has seriously worn out. I have heard that she brought down quite a lot of spiritual messages, whose number of last year exceeds the normal tolerance level of a year. Such measure might have been necessary in order to retrieve that situation up to this degree, but to be quite candid, I think she has been tasked too excessively. If I were she, I would not be able to do it. If I had been asked to do the same thing, I would never have undertaken it, saying "No." Maybe she was asked to bring down messages so eagerly due to that project being delayed, and I guess she could not ignore it. As usual, she can be easily motivated by compassion, and I guess she has been burning the candle at both ends from sympathy without thinking of herself.
(Channeled message from Space Angel AS ： January 28, 2006）
source of reference： "Messages from the Space Union" (Kindle)
