Space Angel AS was born as a Japanese and has been engaged in the work of art.
She has recently left this world.
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AS:
Hello, everyone. I am so glad for being able to speak in front of you today. Thank you for inviting me. I am all the more glad because this is the first time for me. Frankly speaking, I am very surprised to know some of you know about me, but even so I hope we can spend a pleasant time together today, talking frankly and chatting in a friendly manner. I think I can tell you something that I have been thinking of since I came back here and something that I left unsaid during my life on the ground.
So, if you have any questions, please feel free to ask me.
Ohmura:
First, I would like to know your present feelings, I mean, your present state of your mind.
AS:
Well, I have a feeling that a human is just like this. I went down to Earth, and I wanted to do many things this time. I think I have done what I could do, even being distressed. I actually wanted to do much more, but the condition of my body was not good enough. Though still in that condition, I have been expressing in my own way as far as possible, persuading my soul.
How many more works could I have left if I had been there longer than that? I would think there might not be much difference. But, after coming back, looking over how it has been, it would be the proper time. That is my honest feeling of now.
It is so, isn't it? No matter how I have done it, at last the problem is how far each of you on the ground could make use of my messages for your own growth and leaping, rather than how much I have done. That's all. If I had been there longer, if I had drawn more paintings, or if I have left more words, could those who had not been aware of my paintings and arts when I had been still alive, make use of them for the development of their spirits even if there were more of them? Those who could not have been aware still cannot be aware even if they look at more works of art. It is difficult to be aware of them for those cannot be aware.
So the time was very short and only a few works could be left. Yet watching them, even when more than ten years has passed after my death, through those paintings I have drawn, today you have gathered here and I have been called in this way. It would be sufficiently meaningful for me, even though my life was very short. There remained certainly something, and by means of those remaining things you remind me that they can be of use beyond their time in a group of this kind. I really feel there was no need to leave many things.
When I stayed longer, odd goods increased more and more, various surroundings increased around me, and various people came out to use me. But I am a person who is very indifferent to such matters. Far from the desire. I lived my life doing only what I really wanted to do, and didn't mind whether someone used me or not. So conversely, if I had stayed longer, I might have allowed them to commit something like a sin.
When I died, someone got to work based on the works that remained, but the works emit a vibration different from what I have left. If asked whether it has the ability to attract peoples truly, by just looking at it, a proper person can perceive it doesn't emit any high vibration or have high degree of harmony. So, they only take responsibility for what they have made, and they make the settlement of what they have done based on their self-responsibility. So, that is a different way of doing business from a person who earns money by using me or using my works.
I don't mind anything, if they take responsibility of what they have done by themselves. Is there any meaning in such works made by imitating me or in a style of the variety of my works? But to determine this is not just a matter for us, but is something that can also be determined by the people surrounding them.
(Channeled message from Space Angel AS ： January 28, 2006）
source of reference： "Messages from the Space Union" (Kindle)
